without you here

I feel like I found my soulmate and at the same moment I lost her, why? And to whom? I'll never know because he just said goodbye and didn't even let me say goodbye When I saw it, everything became long-term memories or until I was able to get rid of them in the same way he got rid of all the memories and things that remind him of me. Do you think of me the same way I think of you? I feel you in several places, the memories of us are still like live coals, which will never go out, just like my love for you. Months have passed and I still miss you, sometimes I look at your profile on social media, I see that you met a girl, is she better than me? I hope she's making you happy , today is February and I'm fighting an illness that I was going to tell you about on the same day you left me for it, I have another month of treatment and if it doesn't work...My last wish would be to see you one more time and look you in the eyes for just a few seconds... Those were her last words in this song I'm the guy who abandoned her and before she went to Forever she asked me to finish, she came to me and we looked at each other with tears in our eyes, she looked at me and told me what happened, at the same moment I regretted not having stayed by her side . All that’s left are memories and wow! how I loved that laugh, now without it everything is gray She gave color to my world, and with her went my heart and a sincere request for forgiveness