sleep forever

i wish i had a dream
i'm only with my eyes closed
somebody could wake me up
if my door wasn't so hard to open

i wish i could breathe
but my lungs are in a lost cage
maybe i'll find in a way
and take back my old filter

someday
i will find a way
no place
to sleep forever and
my hands
will grab a foreign pen
writing something strange
making me feel unconscious