Just look my way

It is expected
An oath by blood to hold the tome
And the starlight passes overhead
Fuels all the skills I've honed
I am a guardian
A watcher of these ancient rites
Yet I find myself drawn from that path
On those dazzling moonlit nights
Let me hold you
Keep you close to me
I long to hear your voice
But dearest
I know better now I must give you this choice
I can give you everything you need
Or do you want to hear me plead?
Just look my way
Just look my way
Is there something more that I don't know
That you won't say till we've both grown cold?
Just say
Please stay
Look my way
This unspoken contract
A deed we forged for mutual gain
If that's all this was when you're not here
What is this rooted pain?
I don't care that you're of lower station
Or primed to sate my dark temptations
Why can't you understand?
Let me explain
And I'm terrified
As I cry
To make this feelings true
What's left for me and my broken heart
If I cannot have you?
Unless its me?
And no matter what in this world I could give
Its not enough
To get through the walls you've conjured up to live?
Is this what you feel
Scorned by a realm that cannot comprehend
What you are
So I'll grant you this mercy, this bind, on our souls
Needs to end
I will try to make amends
For making you means to an end
So look my way
Please look my way
And if there's something more that I don't know?
I'll save us both before we grow cold
If you'll stay...
And just say...
Look my way...