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You fed on my blood like a tick in the dark
Sucked me hollow then called me the shark
I was your victim, you were the disease
You started drama so you could find your peace

You wanted to break me, you *tried*
And failed, so you lit me alive
Watched the flames climb up my spine
While you fucked someone else in *so little* time

Your tears were gasoline, you cried to ignite
Then played a victim when I burned in your light
You called me controling with your legs spread wide
While strangers' hands traced the lies I died for inside

I don't mourn you, I **curse your lies**
May your future inherit the rot behind your eyes
May your reflection crack when you dare to look close
And show you the predator nobody knows

You want closure? **I am your closure**
The scar that won't fade, the permanent exposure
You'll taste me in coffee, hear me in rain
A ghost made of fury you can't fucking explain

I don't dream of you, I **see you burn in fire**
It chars every memory down to your wicked desire
You'll wake up choking on smoke in your lungs
While my name like a brand on your tongue

You said *"You're too much"*, **YES**
I was the storm and you were the mess
You begged for the lightning then blamed the sky
When the thunder revealed the whore that you are inside

I don't want you back, I want you **exposed**
Naked in court with your sins decomposed
I want your new lover to flinch at your touch
And whisper *"Who did you ruin before me? So much..."*

You built your throne on my shattered ribs
Sat pretty and polished while I choked on the hits
You wanted more when I had nothing more to give
Just to watch you discard me and tell me to *live*

**I don't live, I'm condemned by fate**
Every trace of the fool who always showed hate
Was my loyalty, worth twisting the truth
While you sold me out for something new

Your kiss was venom, cold and precise
Your "I love you" a needle shooting me ice
You didn't just lie, you **tried to destroy my name**
Then blamed me for screaming when you burned it away

I hope your bed feels like a coffin tonight
I hope your new love feels the ghost in your bite
I hope every orgasm cracks open the lie
And floods your veins with the truth you can't hide

You wanted to find peace, by starting a fucking war
You wanted silence, I'm screaming *no more*
You wanted me broken, I'm **sharpened to kill**
Not your body, your peace. Your fucking will.

So run to your minions of shallow delight
Dance on my grave in your cheap fucking light
But when the music dies and the strangers all leave
You'll hear me scream: *"Did you find fuckin peace."*

**I was the fire. You were the fuel.**
**I was the truth. You were the fool.**
**I don't love you. I don't miss you. I'm free.**
**And hell has a reservation with your name on the lease.**