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I missed you, I want you, not you, not myself, without holding, without loving, to understand what it means, just to break it, yes, no other way, not better, not worse, let your heat be in the cold....
Do you remember us, when with others, not with them, thoughts about you, not with them,
Why do you repeat the circle, when there is betrayal and fear, when you test me and lose me?
You missed me, you want me, not me, not yourself, without holding, without loving, to understand what it means, just to give everything back, and to deceive, not better, not worse, let your heat be in the cold...
Do you remember us, when with others, not with them, thoughts about you, not with them,
Why do you repeat the circle, when there is betrayal and fear, when you test me and lose me?