It's me

Verse
I always have a bad opinion of myself,
I close everything off ,
I say: I hate me,
Oh yeah! I love digging into ego.
You got it and you got it,
But I'm more tired of myself,
My head hurts!
What was I like as a child?
Where are all my friend?
Chorus
I'm in a cage, I feel forever
Yes, I'm neurotic, but I'm a star
Everyone envies me except me
I don't know why this is so
Verse
I ruined my eyesight because I said, "I don't want to see my reflection"
I ruined my heart because I forced to stop loving
I forced and threatened, but what did it change?
Yes, I'm better, but I'm cold, fearful
And I'm not saying that
So that they would leave me on purpose, so what?
I only fall in love with myself
When I'm good, and when I'm not so good, I'll hate you 100 times, destroy you and throw you away
Chorus
I'm in a cage, I feel forever
Yes, I'm neurotic, but I'm a star
Everyone envies me except me
I don't know why this is so
I'm in a cage, I feel forever
Yes, I'm neurotic, but I'm a star
Everyone envies me except me
I don't know why this is so