Verse 1: I'm not okay And she doesn't understand I reignite what my past prefers I return to the present, yet I'm not conscious She can't feel it, she doesn't understand I feel overwhelmed, I breathe, but I'm no longer with myself Everything fades into oblivion, but I still feel the cold --- Pre-Chorus: I want to go back and rewind time Live in the past, in my worst moment Thoughts consume me, they keep me dead In the uncertain past --- Chorus: And I don’t know why I keep going back… Those moments spit me out They hurt me, but I still want them They hold me tight, leaving me breathless And there I forget how much I detest them I detest that feeling that my chest transmits because --- Verse 2: I want to go back and rewind time Live in the past, in my worst moment Thoughts consume me, they keep me dead In the uncertain past --- Chorus (Repetition): And I don’t know why I keep going back… Those moments spit me out They hurt me, but I still want them They hold me tight, leaving me breathless And there I forget how much I detest them I detest that feeling that my chest transmits because --- Bridge: I'm not okay And she doesn’t understand I go back to who I am, to what my mind dictates My past rubs it in, it runs through my mind... --- Outro: I don’t know why I go back, it hurts I don’t know why it comes back, it writes my present As it wants, I don’t feel, that’s what it prefers… ---