NEVER TOGETHER

I know you're here in bed with me, I know, I feel like you're holding my hand and touching my hair with your soft, silky touch, but I'm just a silly girl who wasn't there for you when you needed me most, I regret it, I know, but I had no choice but to leave there. but I know that you hear me when I cry, support me in what I do, so many things spent together but the ending is always the same. EIGHT years of struggles and achievements by your side, I tried to change your course but that didn't just depend on me, I tried to look for the best for you and you tried too but I couldn't because you were too weak to fight with yourself but you tried, tried, AT LEAST YOU TRIED