Cloud 9

**[Intro]**
Mm, yeah
2 AM, I’m wide awake
Funny how the quiet makes me think

**[Verse 1]**
Green haze curling by the ceiling
I’m avoiding what I’m feeling
Phone face down, don't need nobody
But I kinda wish that somebody called me

I take a hit, let the room get slow
Tryna forget what I already know
You said forever, I said “maybe”
Now I’m talking to the smoke like it could save me

**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I know, I know
This ain’t healing what I’m hiding
But for a minute, I don’t mind it
No, I don’t mind it

**[Chorus]**
Smoke in my lungs, you on my mind
I’m getting high just to feel alright
Maybe I’m running, maybe I’m fine
Maybe I just need a little peace tonight

If I disappear, don’t come looking
I’m somewhere between healing and self-destructing
Smoke in my lungs, you on my mind
Tell me, am I wasting time?

**[Verse 2]**
I got trust issues and pretty lies
A thousand thoughts behind these eyes
Everybody thinks I’m doing okay
Nobody asks what it took to get this way

Ash on my jeans, tears on my cheek
Funny how the strong ones get tired of being strong every week
I laugh when I’m hurting, I love when I’m scared
I say that I’m over you, but you’re still everywhere

**[Bridge]**
Maybe I don't need the smoke
Maybe I don't need you
Maybe I just need to learn
How to sit with what is true

'Cause when the high comes down
And the room gets quiet
I'm still me
And I can't keep hiding

**[Final Chorus]**
Smoke in my lungs, you on my mind
I’m getting high just to feel alright
Maybe I’m running, maybe I’m fine
Maybe I just need a little peace tonight

Smoke fades, morning comes
And I'm still here when it's all said and done
No more running, no more lies
Just me, myself, and these tired eyes

**[Outro]**
Smoke clears...
I’m still here.
Mm.
I’m still here.