Did I lose the love of my life or dodge something bad

I’m sitting alone in bed thinking bout you, wondering if I made the right choice leaving you behind.
Did I dodge something bad or did I lose the love of my life.
Did I make the right choice because I kinda regret it. I regret leaving you, leaving all we had in the past but at the same time I feel relieved.
I know you weren’t good for me. I know my feelings were gone, but maybe just maybe we had something, something special.
Yeah did I dodge something bad or lose the love of my life.
I don’t know what’s happening to me,
I’m sorry for hurting you but I’m hoping it was the right decision.
I wanna call you and tell you I’m sorry and regret what I told you, although it’s too late. (Too late) (too late) (too late) (it’s too late).
I guess I’m weak, I guess I needed you more then I thought, I guess I loved you..
cause now life feels empty. it doesn’t feel the same and it hurts.
Maybe it’ll get better, maybe time will heal the wounds.
I guess I miss the way that you feel but I won’t miss the way that I felt.
I guess I’ll be fine somehow.
It’s gonna hurt but what’s a little hurt if it leads to something better. I guess it was never meant to be but I’m still left here wondering if I dodged something bad or just lost the love of my life.