Ula

At dusk, where the light fades like a candle,
Where the shadows of the past reach out to me,
I walk through life like I'm on a battlefield.,
Where every step is a struggle and agony.
There is pain in my soul, only a veil in my eyes,
I'm running away from myself, but I can't hide.
I'm looking for light, but I only find darkness.,
And every day is a new page.
In the night I hear the whispers of unknown forces,
That they are calling me into their arms.
I'm afraid of them, but I'm also afraid to be alone,
Without hope of happiness and joy.
I go to the call, but I see only emptiness,
What surrounds me from all sides.
I know there's no turning back.,
That I chose this road myself, and it leads to oblivion.
But I will live, even though I know that this is the end.,
I will sing, even though I know that my voice will stop.
I will fight, even though I know that my strength is leaving me,
But I won't give up while my heart is beating.