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Verse 1)
I’m lying here in this cold, sterile bed,
Dreaming of a life we never had.
The walls are gray, the lights are dim,
But all I want is to be with him.
Every touch that isn’t yours is wrong,
Every breath without you feels too long.
I’m trapped in this place, but my mind’s with you,
Wondering what could’ve been, if it had been you.
(Chorus)
Oh, if it had been you, just you,
I wouldn’t feel this ache, this endless blue.
I’m tired of these empty hands,
I just want to wake up where you stand.
The only body I wanted near,
Was yours my dear, so pure, so clear.
If it had been you, only you,
This journey wouldn’t feel so cruel.
(Verse 2)
Every night I close my eyes,
Hoping to see you by my side.
But instead, I’m here, so far away,
Wishing things were different, every day.
The doctors come, they go, they touch, they leave,
But none of them could ever relieve,
This deep, aching void inside my chest,
Because, baby, you’re the one, the best.
(Chorus)
Oh, if it had been you, just you,
I wouldn’t feel this ache, this endless blue.
I’m tired of these empty hands,
I just want to wake up where you stand.
The only body I wanted near,
Was yours my dear, so pure, so clear.
If it had been you, only you,
This journey wouldn’t feel so cruel.
(Bridge)
I’m exhausted, so tired of this fight,
But I dream of you every single night.
I imagine waking up, finding you there,
Your arms around me, free from despair.
But every time I reach out, there’s no one to hold,
Just these gray walls, so lifeless and cold.
And every touch from someone else,
Feels like a wound, a scar that swells.
(Chorus)
Oh, if it had been you, just you,
I wouldn’t feel this ache, this endless blue.
I’m tired of these empty hands,
I just want to wake up where you stand.
The only body I wanted near,
Was yours, so pure, so clear.
If it had been you, only you,
This journey wouldn’t feel so cruel.
(Outro)
It would have been fun, if you were the only one
the one for me
In every world, every possibility.
If only things had been aligned,
If only fate had been more kind.
I’m here, in this bed, so far from home,
But in my heart, I’m never alone.
Because even though you’re not here,
It’s always been you, dear.
If it had been you, just you,
My trip would’ve been so cool.