Bright Red

My eyes are closed as I slowly walk into the depths. A turquoise blanket covers me. I'm getting deeper and deeper to start suffocating.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I don't think you'll remember me, my facial features.
Look! how quickly I dissolve in water.
I'm not scared. I'm calm. The depth of the ocean warms me up, taking me into euphoria, but it's not something bad and scary, it's just not known. I will open my eyes to see the truth.
Is there...?
I will open my eyes and see only night, darkness, without stars and without moon. She denies it. Drowning in invisible and insensitive agony, I try to scream, but all the sounds are phantom, not audible, and I do not know if this is reality? Or a dream?
I know you know where this is going to lead. After all, you know better than anyone, it's like walking away in the night, walking away in the night.
You are my friend and you are my enemy. So how many times have we been on the edge?
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
Look! how quickly I dissolve in water.
I'm not scared. I'm calm. The depth of the ocean warms me up, taking me into euphoria, it's not bad or scary, it's known to everyone except me. I will open my eyes to see reality, to feel what others are feeling.
Is it there?
I will fall asleep in a delirium, I will wake up in a dream that has been lived for a long time, for a long time, for a long time.
It is an invisible obstacle, like a dream in a dream, like an illusion in reality. It's getting colder every time. What is death? This is something you won't trample on.
I drown, as if I'm late for somewhere, why not go to the top, if the frost envelops the bones at the bottom, everything has long been lost.
Look! how quickly I dissolve in water.
My emotions have dissolved, the pain is not terrible. It's like I'm dreaming. I don't need to be saved from now on, I'm not scared anymore, it's not possible to open my eyes anymore, but I don't need it.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time.
I'm drowning in the depths of a bright red pool, as if for the last time, this is really the last time.