despair

[Verse]
Counting roaches on the wall, mind pacing
Drinks and pills, my thoughts racing
Sinful nights stole my soul, lost grip
Numb myself, watching life slip
[Verse 2]
Eyes red, can't dream no more
Demons got me, heart sore
Memory's a blur, but the pain stays
Hope fades in the smoky haze
[Chorus]
Cry for help, echo through the void
Lifeline's lost, broken boy
Counting roaches, every breath a fight
Seeking light in endless night
[Verse 3]
Bottle empty, soul even more
Mind shattered on the floor
Pills scattered, the bitter taste
Lost in time I can’t replace
[Verse 4]
Falling deeper, can't climb out
Quiet screams, desperate shout
Roaches crawling, my only friends
Searching for a means to an end
[Chorus]
Cry for help, echo through the void
Lifeline's lost, broken boy
Counting roaches, every breath a fight
Seeking light in endless night