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Verse 1:
I'm not okay
And she doesn't understand
I reignite what my past prefers
I return to the present, yet I'm not conscious
She can't feel it, she doesn't understand
I feel overwhelmed, I breathe, but I'm no longer with myself
Everything fades into oblivion, but I still feel the cold
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Pre-Chorus:
I want to go back and rewind time
Live in the past, in my worst moment
Thoughts consume me, they keep me dead
In the uncertain past
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Chorus:
And I don’t know why I keep going back…
Those moments spit me out
They hurt me, but I still want them
They hold me tight, leaving me breathless
And there I forget how much I detest them
I detest that feeling that my chest transmits because
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Verse 2:
I want to go back and rewind time
Live in the past, in my worst moment
Thoughts consume me, they keep me dead
In the uncertain past
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Chorus (Repetition):
And I don’t know why I keep going back…
Those moments spit me out
They hurt me, but I still want them
They hold me tight, leaving me breathless
And there I forget how much I detest them
I detest that feeling that my chest transmits because
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Bridge:
I'm not okay
And she doesn’t understand
I go back to who I am, to what my mind dictates
My past rubs it in, it runs through