.

You don’t ask why I open the door,
you just step in like you still belong.
Your coat slips off you slowly,
and I’m already lost
before you even touch me.
The air between us is too thick,
one step we refuse to call a choice.
I know this silence —
this is always where it starts
when I pretend I’m strong.
Pre-chorus:
Don’t touch me like you’ll stay.
Touch me like this is
both of our last weakness tonight.
Chorus:
“This is just a relapse,” you whisper close,
but your voice is already moving inside me.
Your body remembers mine
before I say a single word —
and that’s the most dangerous part.
Don’t kiss me gently,
kiss me exactly
where I always give in.
If this is a sin,
then do it slowly,
give me time to get lost in it.
Verse 2:
Your hands know the way,
and I let them — I always do.
I don’t ask what it means anymore
when you lean closer,
I just feel you wanting me again
for a few stolen minutes.
I learned how to forget with others,
but my body always found its way back to you.
You don’t bring comfort,
you bring absence —
and you’re the only one who can fill it.
Bridge:
If we stopped now,
we’d have to say too much.
So instead you move closer,
and every answer
disappears on my skin.
Final Chorus:
“This is just a relapse,” don’t look at me
like tomorrow matters.
Tonight desire is louder
than any sober sentence.
If you leave at dawn without a word,
it won’t be failure —
just proof
that you still know
how to stay inside me
even when
you shouldn’t.