don't give up

I don't believe it, I won't give up,
I don't think it will be like this.
I can't imagine it was all in vain,
I will fight, because there is a star shining in my sky.
I know there's sweet sadness ahead,
There are empty cities behind,
But I won't surrender, 'cause I'm still alive,
And that means it wasn't all in vain.
Bad decisions are behind me,
Even worse actions are ahead,
But I'm still here, which means
Everything can be put back on the right track.
In my sky, a star shines bright,
Which means it wasn’t all in vain.
I stumbled badly and I will make mistakes again,
Do terrible things, but I am human, I am weak,
Yet I know the main thing is not to give up
And always go forward no matter what.
You know, I felt good, I had fun,
With what pleasure I self-destructed, oh God —
How good I felt... It's just meow,
But I am human and that means I can change everything,
Make the right decision and catch the star of my happiness,
The main thing is never to give up
I made bad decisions, and I'm about to make even worse ones,
But I'm still alive, which means I can put everything back on track.
There is a star shining in my sky, which means it wasn't all in vain.
Ahead there is light, someone is waiting for me there,
Which means I will be able to make the right decision and change this world, change myself, become a better version of myself.
I made bad decisions and I am about to make even worse ones.
But I’m still alive which means I can set things right.
In my sky a star shines bright, which means everything was not in vain.
Will I give up? Was everything not in vain?