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Here's a song exploring the complex emotions you described. I hope it resonates with you.
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[Intro - Slow, melancholic R&B beat]

(Verse 1 - Rap)
Yo, used to call you best friend, more than a sister
Then girlfriend, forever, that's what I'd whisper
Crazy in love, head over heels, no doubt
Ink your name on my chest, screaming it out

(Pre-Chorus - R&B)
Remember late nights, starlit skies above?
Whispering secrets, sealed with a kiss of love
Never thought this feeling would fade away
Now you're a ghost, haunting me day by day

(Chorus - R&B with layered harmonies)
My lover, my friend, where did we go wrong?
The pain I caused you, played out this song
Tattooed your name, a constant reminder
Of a love lost, a heart left behind her

(Verse 2 - Rap)
Now you hate me, I get it, I understand
Destroyed trust, with my own hand
Selfish mistakes, I can't take back
The hurt I caused you, left a permanent crack

(Pre-Chorus - R&B)
Remember dancing close, beneath the moon's soft glow?
Promises broken, seeds of resentment sowed
Never thought this love would turn to hate
Now you're a memory, sealed by fate

(Chorus - R&B with layered harmonies)
My lover, my friend, where did we go wrong?
The pain I caused you, played out this song
Tattooed your name, a constant reminder
Of a love lost, a heart left behind her

(Bridge - Rap/R&B blend)
I see your face in every crowded room
A ghostly memory, blooming in the gloom
I know I messed up, there's no excuse
Just a broken man, left with the blues

(Chorus - R&B with layered harmonies)
My lover, my friend, where did we go wrong?
The pain I caused you, played out this song
Tattooed your name, a constant reminder
Of a love lost, a heart left behind her

(Outro - Fading R&B beat with a lingering synth pad)