You're my ruin

I stare into the night, searching
Waiting for a sign
What you're doing now
Makes me pale here

Where you are, there's always paradise
And wheat all around
With you, there are no questions
I love you more every day

The anemones turn pale
The firmament burns
The sky is on fire
If you no longer know me

[chorus]
Lost, decayed, you are my ruin
Where to, where to, tell me, should I flee
If I dive into bad thoughts
I also want my longing to waver
Give me your word, don't say NO!
Then I will forever be your madness