Inexplicably calm around you.

I felt inexplicably calm around you. Now I'm dying of anxiety again.
I feel blue.
Can you not leave my heart? What then, what now, the only thing I cherish is what's left of us.
After sleeping where you are, I wonder why I woke up. And every time I want to come back.
Would you compliment my makeup?
Would you kiss my fingers and neck, stroke my back if you were around?
I kiss you through the miles
I'm still the sound of your voice round
Maybe because I don't take my pills?
So, I miss.
Tomorrow I will miss you even more.
Today I'm beautiful again, but you didn't see it again. The day is lost
I can't do this anymore.
Choose to let go or your frost.
Sorry. It's me who's worse
After sleeping where you are, I wonder why I woke up. And every time I want to come back.
Would you compliment my make?
Would you kiss my fingers and neck, stroke my back if you were around?
I kiss you through the miles
I'm still the sound of your voice round
Maybe because I don't take my pills?
So, I miss. (So I miss)
I want and I'm afraid to meet you on the street one day.
It will hurt me to pretend that everything is okay.
And when sleep takes me away, I will try to keep your face in my memory so that it doesn't fade away into the darkness of oblivion..
I'm just here to dare to say how much I really want to hug you, my dear