Why i exists?

I don't know how to say
This is a mess life i had
I miss my family and i miss my friends
Life is life and we never get them back, because i am freak and hated
I never avoid the thoughts on my mind,they are making me inconfundível sometimes
Why i exists?
Because you are a Freak
Why i exists?
Because you had no love
Why i exists?
Because you are messed up sometimes
This is unfair,you never make me good and then you betray me over a damn incident,you always make me sad
Why i exists?
Because you are a freak
Why i exists?
Because nobody loves you
Why i exists?
Because you had no love
Why i exists?
Because you such a nut!
Sorry.