I Hate Myself - NamFyu

[Intro – Whisper → Scream]
I see my reflection break,
Shards of me I can’t replace,
All my friends, all my love — fade away,
And I scream, but my voice decays.

[Verse 1]
I was the bully, I was the curse,
Tried to fix hearts, only made it worse,
Said I’d change, but I stayed the same,
Now I drown inside my name.

[Pre-Chorus]
Snowie, I’m sorry —
Minsu, I’m sorry —
Thanos, I’m sorry —
I’m just sorry for me.

[Chorus – Shouted]
I hate what I’ve become,
Every mirror makes me run,
Trapped in a cycle, spinning in my head,
Alive, but I feel half-dead.
I hate what I’ve done,
Can’t undo the damage done,
But if there’s pain — then there’s breath,
And I still breathe through the mess.

[Verse 2]
I ruin days, I push away,
Say “I’m fine,” but I decay,
Overthinking every word I say,
I just want the noise to fade.

[Bridge – Screamed/Emotional]
WHY DO I DO THIS?!
WHY CAN’T I CHANGE?!
WHY CAN’T I LOVE WITHOUT BREAKING AGAIN?!
I’M SHAKING — I’M SORRY — I’M TIRED — I’M SCARED!
BUT I’M STILL HERE — I’M STILL HERE — I’M STILL HERE!

[Breakdown – Slow / Haunting]
All the hate I feel is mine,
But I don’t want to die tonight,
I want to understand my mind,
Maybe someday I’ll get it right.

[Final Chorus – Half scream, half cry]
I hate what I’ve become,
But I’m not the only one,
Trapped