My Future - The Way To Go

Verse 1
I laid my plans beneath the stars,
Each step a careful, quiet thought.
In shadows hiding all my scars,
A battle deep inside was fought.
The future’s path seemed set, so clear,
But doubts grew louder in my ear.
I whispered lies, a fragile game,
A candle flickered, lost its flame,
The fear was all I ever sought.
Verse 2
I mapped the end, I wrote it down,
With every detail planned so tight.
I wore the weight just like a crown,
Afraid to step into the light.
The list was long, the reasons cold,
A secret story left untold.
I closed the door, the clock struck three,
My final night, my legacy,
It felt like freedom taking flight.
Chorus
Is this the way to say goodbye?
I thought I had control of fate.
But now I see, it's all a lie,
I was too blind, I couldn’t wait.
Can I undo what I’ve begun?
Will there be light when night is done?
Verse 3
The rope was tight, the knife was sharp,
The darkness wrapped around my mind.
The pills sat waiting in the jar,
Each second leaving life behind.
My heartbeat slowed, my breath grew weak,
The world around me felt so bleak.
A final choice, the fall began,
An empty shell of who I am,
But still, a spark was left to find.
Bridge (Suicide Note)
Forgive me now for all I’ve done,
This life was more than I could bear.
I never meant to hurt someone,
But now I’m lost beyond repair.
Outro
I woke to find the light again,
The pain was real but I survived.
The beeping told me I was here,
I felt the warmth of hope revive.
With open eyes, I saw it clear,
This fight was always mine to win.