Khudgarz

(Beat: Dark synth-wave meets heavy 808 trap bass, slow and hypnotic vibe)

(Intro)
Raat ke dhai baje, sheeshe mein dikhta ek hi chehra
Baaki sab dhundhle hain, bas mera hi zakham gehra
Log kehte mujhe patthar, kehte mujhe toxic
Par unhe kya pata, is dard ke piche ka logic
Yeah... Aकेला hi kaafi hoon main.

(Verse 1)
Shuru se aisa nahi tha, dil mera bhi saaf tha
Har kisi pe marta tha, har dhokha maaf tha
Apno ne hi chhura bhoka jab waqt mera kharab tha
Tab samajh aaya, yahan har rishta ek naqaab tha
Bharosa? Wo shabd maine dictionary se mita diya
Jisne haath pakda, usne hi khaayi mein gira diya
Rota tha akele, tab koi poochne nahi aaya
Aaj jab khud ko chuna, toh zamana mujhe bura bataya
Ab kisi ki zaroorat nahi, maine khud ko bana liya
Apne hi toote tukdo se, ek naya taj saja liya.

(Hook)
Haan main khudgarz, haan main bura hoon
Tumhare jhoothe pyaar se toh main juda hoon
Sheeshe ke saamne khada, bas usपे ऐतबार hai
Mujhe kisi se nahi, bas khud se hi pyaar hai
Mat aao kareeb mere, jal jaoge
Main wo andhera hoon jahan tum kho jaoge
Yeah, call me toxic, call me cold
My heart is frozen, my soul is gold.

(Verse 2)
Ladkiyan aati hain, kehti hain mujhe badal dengi
Mere is thande dil ko, apni garmi se pighal dengi
Main bas hasta hoon, unke saath waqt bitata hoon
Subah hote hi, unhe apni zindagi se hatata hoon
Koi attachment nahi, koi vaada nahi karta
Ab kisi ke aane ya jaane se, farak nahi padta
Pyaar ek dhokha hai, ye maine seekh liya
Isiliye apne dil ke darwaze ko, hamesha ke liye see liya
Log kehte hain main narcissist hoon, sirf khud ko dekhta hoon
Arre jab koi apna nahi, toh kyun kisi ki parwah karta hoon?
Mere aansuon ki keemat kisi ne nahi jaani
Ab meri kamyabi dekh ke, sabko yaad aayi purani kahani.

(Bridge)
(Beat drops, only dark piano and vocals)
Koi nahi tha jab andhera ghera tha
Tab bas mera saaya hi mera savera tha
Ab mat maango mujhse wo purana insaan
Wo mar chuka hai, ab bacha bas ye toofan
Na kisi pe yakeen, na kisi se umeed
Main khud hi apna khuda, main khud hi apni zid.

(Hook)
Haan main khudgarz, haan main bura hoon
Tumhare jhoothe pyaar se toh main juda hoon
Sheeshe ke saamne khada, bas usपे ऐतबार hai
Mujhe kisi se nahi, bas khud se hi pyaar hai
Mat aao kareeb mere, jal jaoge
Main wo andhera hoon jahan tum kho jaoge
Yeah, call me toxic, call me cold
My heart is frozen, my soul is gold.

(Outro)
Door raho mujhse...
Meri duniya mein sirf meri jagah hai
Main aisa kyun bana?
Tum sab hi toh uski wajah ho...
Yeah...
No trust. No love. Just me.
(Beat fades out with a heavy bass drop)