I Hate Myselfv2

[Intro – Whisper → Scream]
My reflection cracks again,
Every piece reminds me when,
I tried to love, but only broke,
Now I’m choking on my own smoke.

[Verse 1]
I was the bully, I was the blame,
Tried to fix hearts, fed my shame,
Said I’d change — but I stayed the same,
Now I drown inside my name.

[Pre-Chorus]
Snowie, I’m sorry.
Minsu, I’m sorry.
Thanos, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for me.

[Chorus – Shouted / Emotional]
I hate what I’ve become,
Every mirror makes me run,
Trapped in a cycle, spinning in my head,
Alive — but I feel half-dead.
I hate what I’ve done,
Can’t undo the damage done,
But if pain means I’m still alive,
Then I’ll breathe, I’ll survive.

[Verse 2]
I ruin days, I push away,
Say I’m fine, but I decay,
Every thought’s a razor blade,
Cutting through the things I’ve made.

[Bridge – Screamed]
WHY DO I DO THIS?! WHY CAN’T I CHANGE?!
WHY CAN’T I LOVE WITHOUT BREAKING AGAIN?!
I’M SHAKING — I’M TIRED — I’M SCARED INSIDE!
BUT I’M STILL HERE — I’M STILL ALIVE!

[Breakdown – Haunting / Slow]
All this hate, it’s mine to fight,
But I don’t wanna die tonight,
Maybe one day I’ll make it right,
Maybe one day I’ll find the light.

[Final Chorus – Half scream / Half cry]
I hate what I’ve become,
But I’m not the only one,
Trapped in a cycle, breathing in pain,
Trying to find myself again.
I hate what I’ve done,
But I’m still holding on,
If there’s pain — there’s still life,
And I’ll breathe one more time tonight.

[Outro – Whisper]
I’m not healed…
But I’m alive.
And that’s enough tonight.