Rrr

WHERE IS THE TIME GOIN' AGAIN?!
Clock hands laughing while my chest caves in
I lost a home, I lost a friend
Buried both under the same fuckin' end
[Pre-chorus – half-sung, half-snarled]
Love's an ocean whether you sink or swim
I'm still drowning with your name on my skin
I gave you my best – was it enough?
Or just another diamond I turned to dust?

SMILE AGAIN?!
TELL ME HOW THE FUCK DO I SMILE AGAIN?!
When every mirror shows a stranger's face
And every heartbeat's got your name engraved!
SMILE AGAIN?!
I'M BLEEDING OUT IN BLACK AND WHITE
The past keeps choking me goodnight
But I still keep the memories with me
Replay what was… REPLAY WHAT WAS!

Maybe the past is holdin' me up
Or maybe it's just the rope around my fucking throat
I carved your initials in the walls of my skull
Now every thought bleeds you, every thought pulls

I GAVE – YOU – EVERYTHING!
Was it nothing? Was it NOTHING?!
Screaming at ghosts in an empty room
Your echo still tastes like perfume

SMILE AGAIN?!
NO I WON'T FUCKING SMILE AGAIN!
Till the ocean spits back what it took from me
Till the memories stop cutting me free
I keep your ghost right here with me
Replay what was…
REPLAY WHAT WAS…
REPLAY WHAT WE FUCKING LOST!

…smile again?
…was it enough?
…was it ever enough?