Its over - finished - after 11 years!

It's raining non-stop, which suits my mood.
It came so suddenly, I couldn't imagine it.
Suddenly she says: I don't love you anymore!
It's over – finished – after 11 years!
The children will be sick when they hear this!

This is shit, what do I do now?
I can't sleep anymore, these cruel thoughts.
Was it all my fault?
I did everything I could.
But when the devil is in the house, you can't get him out.

[shouting]
I never cheated on her, I'm not a bad person
I'm not a pig, what should I do, who will help me?

[chorus]
I scream day and night, I pray day and night.
I love her and it's all for nothing.
She's not coming back, I know it.
NEVER AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN!
Dear God, bring her back to me, only you can help me now. Please!