Darkness

[special thanks to Alex Bock who is the Community Manager Form the digital Nomads at Ponta do Sol at the Moment this Song was created in Januar 2025 and who was so Kind to pass me his poetry Text to use in this Song ]
There's a little bird that sings, sings a song into my ears
If I don't write it down, they are gone forever
Like a love that never happened
The life you never lived
The question I never asked
There's a little poem that she wrote
That I never read and now it's gone
Gone with my dreams
There are these things that I don't say
That are kept inside my worthless little me
That break my spirit and cast my spell on me
Die, die you beast
(I will not die
I will never be forgotten
Unlike your little song
I am the dark melody of your life
I'll keep you awake that night
Your dreams about that girl
I'll promise you will never tell
Never ask her
Never feel her)
The child we never had
The life I never lived
From the questions I never ask
My starving heart is killing me
Day by day
Night by night
Life fucks with you sometimes
But you cannot escape this game
It plays with and without you
It was here before and will be after
My worthless little me
Sometimes a little butterfly flies through the light
I wonder if this was me
If this can be
If I can be me
With you
In your arms
(A life too far away
A question never asked
A rejection never taken)
My worthless little me