unhealthy love

Who am I kidding, if not myself.
Calling you ugly, I thought my feelings would disappear.
That lollipop stick is still on my shelf.
Why do I want to stay clear?
My head is empty, there is not a single answer.
Tell me it didn't matter to you.
Tell me that when I die, you wouldn't become a necromancer.
Tell me how much you wanted to throw me off a cliff into the sea.
Why didn't you leave my memory?
I'd like to see common sense.
And I still hope that you won't become my family member.
Hence... it is not love.
My head is empty, there is not a single answer.
Tell me it didn't matter to you.
Tell me that when I die, you wouldn't become a necromancer.
Tell me how much you wanted to throw me off a cliff into the sea.
I'm sorry for the unhealthy feelings.
Autumn has come, I promised to stop loving you in the fall. But why doesn't it work?
Without glasses, I can't even see the ceilings.
Whatever, let me be a jerk
My head is empty, there is not a single answer.
Tell me it didn't matter to you.
Tell me that when I die, you wouldn't become a necromancer.
Tell me how much you wanted to throw me off a cliff into the sea.
(Who am I kidding, if not myself.
Calling you ugly, I thought my feelings would disappear.
That lollipop stick is still on my shelf.
Why do I want to stay clear?)