I'm ashamed, yes.

[Verse]
When a long-forgotten name
Stirs up in me, suddenly, again,
The suffering that has long since died down,
The life that has long since perished,
[Verse 2]
I am ashamed that I live so slowly,
That this trash preserves my soul,
That not a tear, not even a kiss
That I do not forget anything.
[Chorus]
I am ashamed, yes; and then I will become sad,
And can I really think
That life will not deceive me now,
That I will save my heart to the end?
[Verse 3]
That I plan to proudly reject
All the old, all my childhood dreams,
Everything that blooms in my soul so timidly,
Like the first spring flowers?
[Bridge]
And I am sad that I was ready to despise and laugh
At that memory...
I repeat the familiar name
In this place I plunged again.
[Chorus]
I am ashamed, yes; and then I will become sad,
And can I really think
That life will not deceive me now,
That I will save my heart until the end?