Sajnálom 2

Oh my darling, oh my bunny
I love you so much…
My heart beats for you
It can’t end this way
The whole summer has gone
Your absence is consuming me
I’m sorry for all my sins
I just want to hold your hands…
It can’t end this way
It can’t. Please, I beg
I remember at Lake Tisza
I played guitar on a stormy day
I comforted you and we laughed
Then we suffered
It was warm and humid
I worried about you but didn’t know why
As if I sensed
That our romance might someday end
We went to church together
We accepted Jesus in our hearts
Traveling home together
Holding each other’s hands…
I remember Eger
We climbed up to the clouds
I gave you my sweater
Because the sky poured down violently
We went to Excalibur
The most romantic dinner of our lives
It held a place in my heart
And we slept well afterward
We celebrated holidays together
We wove long plans
I couldn’t believe it was real
That our hearts had found each other
But sadly, it’s over now
Irreparable damage in my heart…
I always hurt you
Words hurt more than anything
I’m starting to lose my mind
For not giving up my comfort…
I’m scared and terrified…
Because I love you so much
I can’t grasp it
I promised I wouldn’t make mistakes
I always, always did
I lost the relationship at night
And now here I am in front of you
Thrown out, broken…
I don’t want to live anymore
I don’t want to suffer anymore…
It would be so good
To truly start over together…
I’m dying from missing you
In the great army of memories
I love your soul
Which I destroyed…
Your voice, forever gone
I can’t hear it anymore rationally…
Your kiss, so sweet as honey
The last I felt, it was fatal
I loved your love
I drained your soul…
That’s why I’m no longer needed…
Neither by you nor the world…
My decision is fatal
Drugs offer rest…
I want to die already
But you don’t have to mourn me
I know… it could have gone differently…
I’m sorry…


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