Emily where are you?

The dirt is red out here, the sky is burning grey
I carry Daniel's dog tags every goddamn day
I close my eyes at night but sleep won't let me rest
My father's voice keeps calling from somewhere in my chest

Emily, I'm out here but I don't know where I am
I saw the bombs fall open, I saw God turn away
I keep your photograph inside my left boot, close to the ground
Baby count my freckles when I'm home, don't let me come unwound
'Cause Dad keeps walking through my dreams and never turns around
Emily... — find me.

I've seen the kind of things that don't wash off with rain
I've held a rifle steady while my hands were shaking like a flame
The morning comes in silence, I don't know what it's for
I used to know the man I was before

Emily, I'm out here but I don't know where I am
I saw the bombs fall open, I saw God turn away
I keep your photograph inside my left boot, close to the ground
Baby count my freckles when I'm home, don't let me come unwound
'Cause Dad keeps walking through my dreams and never turns around
Emily... — find me.