My path

I set out a quest man I am looking for the truth
How I find myself alone, in a world full people
And I function at my best when I have her by my side
Now I wonder where she at coz am really at my lowest
Now I am looking at the sky hoping that I see a sign
Where to go? Who to follow man I really need a map
And am hoping that I get it coz I feel myself fading
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Swallowed by the darkness man my spirit getting restless
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Aye!!!!
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Days have passed since the day I took an oath
If I ever see the light, I will never fall in love
Like some lovesick puppy yona edonswa ngamakhala
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Wenze nomayiniii everytime she says so
It's a past that I buried & my heart was buried too
A couple of pints spilled now my sorrows drown too
Little by little tryna find my way back
Like a stoner in rehab man I think I need a sponsor
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Baba yesu, Baba yesu, Why mina?
I am stuck in this cell wonder why I never learn
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As I am about to call it, something lights up the cell
White shirt, Maroon skirt. Is she really my nurse
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Now everytime I am with her and I tell her how I got here
Moments well spent now she is asking if I like her
I check out these walls then I tell her I ain't ready
I feel them up close and my fear won't let me
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Take a ride out, all I ever do is crash
& I ain't really equipped, just to handle another crash
So I tell her let me be, coz I am tired of being buried
Chewed up like a gum, spitted out when I am useless
Now mfethu what is love?
Without pain & the tears,
The heartbreak & the thrill of her touch on your body
She looks at me deep, then she tells me take a leap
Yes I am a teen but we gotta take a ride out