Know that you can't

It's me versus my triggers
An unfair fight
You got me used to living in the dark
Now gotta find my light
And you don't help me at all
Awakening anxiety in me
At the mercy of your every promise
I don’t give up, but it's the best for me
(Know that you can't)
Love me whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Look for me whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Disappear whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Love me whenever you want
Your meaning for love is peculiar
Not to say selfish
You smile when u see me fall apart
Like a sick fetish
Forgive me, but I can't afford the luxury
To accept shallow loves
I don't want to put you under pressure
So I better turn the corner
(Know that you can't)
Love me whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Look for me whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Disappear whenever you want
(Know that you can't)
Love me whenever you want