I don't fit

I was looking for something
You were there
Down the stairs
We didn't meet yet

I saw a chance so I compliment a little bit Cause "yes, your hair is the most magnificent thing I ever seen"

After landscapes, heartbreak, my plans
thought we are legos parts made for a beautiful art
That was before the mistakes, scapes and a new face "Together we could work" I said to myself trying to convince me that you feel the same

But the truth is:

I don't fit
You're a Puzzle assembled
I was a desperate soul who needs to learn how not to trambled

I don't fit
I trying to be enough for everyone I meet
Even being harder
I don't fit
You know exactly what you want
And it's everything, but not me…

I waited for a sign, cause "Maybe If I'll be patient you can change your mind."

So there was her
She came first, but that's a racing I'll never gonna win
Wish I have all you both have, she's is something that I’ll never gonna be

Cause she has you…

And I’m sadly repeat:

I don't fit
You're kind and lovely man
Lost in my veins
You're the best part of me

But I don't fit

You know exactly what you want
You want everything, but not me.


So I'll watching her, having the one I thought was mine first.

And I wish me dead every time I find a stain of you in her face, her voice, her walk, her breathe.

And I'll watch you, just give me enough attention cause you can't lose me till you get better.

Then I'll watch all of them
The ones who warned me
The ones who worship you

How I'm gonna survive when someone's fit in your heart and it's not me.

Even you saying that you were just friends, I admit, its weird, I see in my dreams, and for me:

She fits
You two connected for three year's, maybe four and never closed that door.

She fits
I've only known you for 8 months, so I don't fight if it's like this… She fits!

Maybe it's her or another.
But it doesn't matter, she's still better cause she has everything that I need, you choose her over me…

Cause I don't fit.

Yeah I don't fit in this heart…
I don't fit…
I don't…

I swore I had found something
Cuz, you were there
Down the stairs
We didn't meet yet
But I don't regret it was you who taught me a "love" that I never ever forget or get.