[Chours] When I had butterflies in my belly Bitches would stick them in my heart Rather a little farther from my ribs Because after all I'm not a fey Tears found their way somewhere to the pavement And the moves I'm making now are bigger Or it's the burkas behind me They're drowning in them feeling the pressure My tears are like gasoline Because dripping on your pictures They themselves asked to be eaten by fire like our emotions My dreams are like an enigma Because even though they're hard I can solve them Realize them like progress
[Verse1] My footsteps make noise My phobias tell me to keep silent Self-confidence though it is artificial It builds me up in the eyes of others Your eyes make an assault on my fragile psyche For when even a drop falls From them I destroy it badly
[Verse2] So close and so far away We have sunshine for each other Though I told them it was extinguished So I don't know what to call you My head is ripped with pixie dust Your words like a venflon Or rather a needle because you stitched my heart small
[Verse3] Hanging my head in the clouds And I still can't fly Hanging my eyes on you That's a tiny standard for us Spoiled by my word And I don't even know how to act I want to sing you goodnight Fuck what they'll say
[Verse4] I could already be dying for us But my mom will be sad They write on Instagram I soothe my heart with my muse I seem to be wavy But I backslide like a moonwalk Fucked up drugs On my own again They want to drag me into a mess I emotional a little more than the rest And a little more wandering I've been afraid of myself for a long time tiny I can't warn you I want to razor sharpen these words Well because they define emotions Beautifully I'm afraid I'm about to disappear Because I don't see myself in the mirror for a long time now
[Bridge] In my head such drives That it's not even cool I write a verse and cry When I make recordings In love with each other kind of scary I'm afraid for you Since Robert is hurting himself
[Chours] When I had butterflies in my belly Bitches would stick them in my heart Rather a little farther from my ribs Because after all I'm not a fey Tears found their way somewhere to the pavement And the moves I'm making now are bigger Or it's the burkas behind me They're drowning in them feeling the pressure My tears are like gasoline Because dripping on your pictures They themselves asked to be eaten by fire like our emotions My dreams are like an enigma Because even though they're hard I can solve them Realize them like progress