Puzzles 2

You promised skies without a cloud,
But your storm came crashing loud,
Thought I could fit into your world,
Felt my spirit twist and twirl.
Your every word felt like a game,
Tried to keep up, but it's not the same,
My friends could see what I went through,
But still, I long a little for you.
No more fucks to give, I'm through,
No more dancing to your tune,
Puzzle pieces fall from grace,
In this game, I've lost my place.
Ran off with someone half your age,
Left me drowning in my rage,
In your house I felt alone,
In my soul, it’s overgrown.
Your messages so empty, cold,
Pretend to care, but it's all controlled,
A rollercoaster life you lead,
I yearned for love, but you're hard to read.
No more fucks to give, I'm through,
No more dancing to your tune,
Puzzle pieces fall from grace,
In this game, I've lost my place.
How could I crave what brought me pain?
Thoughts of you driving me insane,
Talked to Linda, now it's clear,
In your game, I've disappeared.
Your judgment leaves me feeling small,
A love that's never been real at all,
Brought a dog, lost my dreams,
Bought into your broken schemes.
A narcissist, so quick to judge,
But my heart won't hold a grudge,
Heaven knows I want to fly,
Yet you're the raincloud in my sky.
No more fucks to give, I'm through,
No more dancing to your tune,
Puzzle pieces fall from grace,
In this game, I've lost my place.
Yet deep down, there's a hollow voice,
Can't ignore my foolish choice,
But I'll rise and set me free,
A better life waits there for me.