Boy thats lost

Verse 1
White walls, ticking clock
Shoelaces gone, my thoughts are not
A clipboard knows my name
But not the weight I’m carrying

Pre-Chorus
They say it’s for my safety
But I feel locked inside my head
I’m breathing, but it feels like
I already left

Chorus
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow
I don’t want to feel this way
I’m so tired of the fighting
Of surviving every day
They say I’m here to get better
But right now I just want the pain to end
I don’t want to die
I just don’t want to live like this again

Verse 2
Group room, plastic chairs
Everyone’s broken, no one stares
We speak in half-truths
Afraid of what’s too real to say

Pre-Chorus
They ask me if I’m hopeful
I look down at the floor
Hope feels like a language
I don’t speak anymore

Chorus
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow
I don’t want to feel this way
I’m so tired of the fighting
Of surviving every day
They say I’m here to get better
But right now I just want the pain to end
I don’t want to die
I just don’t want to live like this again

Bridge
Maybe someone hears me crying
Through these locked and quiet halls
Maybe staying is a choice
Even when I feel so small

Last Chorus
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow
But maybe I’ll try today
Maybe I’ll stay one more hour
Let the night slowly fade
If there’s a reason I’m still breathing
I hope it finds me in the end
I don’t want to die
I just want to feel like myself again

Outro
White walls, morning light
I’m still here
And maybe that’s enough for tonight