One day

Today I’m feeling so alone
Like I’m the only soul I know
Strength is fading, slipping fast
Hope is buried in the past
I'm getting lost in all these thoughts
A maze of fears I never fought
No matter how I try to run
I always come undone


I scream, I rage, I curse the air
Chasing ghosts that aren't there
No answers, just the ache
My heart too bruised to fake


But I’ll get up, I’ll heal somehow
Though I can’t see the light right now
I’m more than pain, more than this night
One day, I’ll rise and win the fight
Today I fall, but not for good
I’ll find the strength I thought I could
Just need some time
And to believe I should


I’m hiding under heavy sheets
Afraid to move, afraid to speak
Questions echo in my chest
"Why am I like this?" I confess
The pain cuts deep, it won’t let go
A fire burning in my soul
But somewhere deep, beneath the fear
I know the dawn is near

I wait, I hope, I barely breathe
Hold on to anything I see
Patience isn’t mine today
But still, I’ll find a way


’Cause I’ll get up, I’ll heal somehow
Though I can’t see the light right now
I’m more than pain, more than this night
One day, I’ll rise and win the fight
Today I fall, but not for good
I’ll find the strength I thought I could
Just need some time
And to believe I should

Wish me luck—or don’t, it’s fine
I just need faith to claim what’s mine
A battle lost is not the war
I’ll be stronger than before

I’ll get up, I’ll heal somehow
Even if I don’t know how
I’m more than fear, more than defeat
One day I’ll stand on my two feet
Today I rest, today I break
But it’s a step I had to take
I just need time...
To believe I'm great