Aaa

On this first day I am missing you a lot, I want to talk to you about what I did that day and listen to you send audios, but it still makes me sad because I don't know when I will be able to and if we will talk again... I'm not that bad but I just think that everything This is going to lead to something good and will improve the relationship, but I still feel sorry because I want to show you things and I can't. Maybe I'm exaggerating but when I do things later they make me feel down because I don't see your messages anymore and I know that makes me super dependent but it's not, I just don't know, it has nothing to do with that and I feel like it's that feeling. of missing someone a lot.
I feel very down because I want to talk but writing this letter makes me feel better or that little moment we talked relieves me a lot but I still feel sorry for things that happen to me during the week and that I have only kept to myself because I simply cannot cry or say them to someone else but that would still be the only bad thing. The good thing about writing these letters is that it is still exciting to wait for you to read them and apart from the fact that I don't know how many there will be and all that, but another good thing is that it is nice to write them and I think that you are in another country and that I would do the same if you were in another place if after a while you are going to come back , and when you spoke to me I felt things in the wadding and it made me feel very happy suddenly