Relapse

(Verse 1)
I called you up, spilled my guts on the line
Told you the truth, that I crossed that line
Thought you’d understand, we’ve all got our pain
But I heard the silence, felt the shame like rain
(Pre-Chorus)
You were my brothers, my ride or die
But now I’m alone, I see your goodbye
Did I break that bond with a needle and a lie?
Or did I just prove I was never alive?
(Chorus)
Now you want nothing to do with me
Like I’m some disease you don’t wanna see
I’m a ghost of my own fucking making
And your love’s just something you’re taking
You let me drown, while I reached for your hand
Now I’m left in this pit, can’t even stand
Just another relapse, and you’re gone
Guess I’ll ride this death trip all alone
(Verse 2)
Every hit, every drink, it felt like relief
But now I’m choking on smoke and disbelief
I told you the truth, thought I’d get a hand
But you let me rot like a corpse in quicksand
(Pre-Chorus)
I was your sister, your blood, your friend
But now I’m the mess you won’t defend
I reached out once, now I’ll never again
Fuck your love, it’s just pretend
(Chorus)
Now you want nothing to do with me
Like I’m some disease you don’t wanna see
I’m a ghost of my own fucking making
And your love’s just something you’re faking
You let me drown, while I reached for your hand
Now I’m left in this pit, can’t even stand
Just another relapse, and you’re gone
Guess I’ll ride this death trip all alone
(Bridge)
Cut me off, cut me deep, leave me to bleed
Guess all your promises were just another need
I was dying inside, you were standing clear
Now I see your truth, it’s my only fear
(Outro)
So I’ll take the needle, I’ll hit the glass
I’ll be the ghost, I’ll be the last
You were my brothers, now you’re just ghosts
And I’m sinking deeper than any overdose.