4 AM (Exploding Diarrhea)

*Intro:*
**(Soft piano, slow and melancholic)**
It's 4 AM, and I'm alone,
The silence heavy, like a stone.
But deep inside, the storm begins,
A battle that no one ever wins...
*Verse 1:*
Woke up to a pain I can't ignore,
The bathroom feels so far, my core is sore.
Every step is like a plea,
Will I make it, or will it conquer me?
*Pre-Chorus:*
I can feel it, rising deep inside,
No time to run, no place to hide.
It's coming fast, I can't delay,
Just pray it won't explode this way...
*Chorus:*
At 4 AM, the world’s asleep,
But I’m breaking down, in shadows deep.
Exploding diarrhea, I can't control,
My body’s lost, I’ve paid the toll.
At 4 AM, I’m left to cry,
As everything inside me says goodbye...
*Verse 2:*
The tiles are cold beneath my feet,
The sound, it echoes, a bitter defeat.
I never thought it'd end like this,
A moment stolen, a life amiss.
*Pre-Chorus:*
I feel the shame, I feel the loss,
This is the burden, this is the cost.
No dignity, no sweet release,
Just hope for some small sign of peace...
*Chorus:*
At 4 AM, the world’s asleep,
But I’m breaking down, in shadows deep.
Exploding diarrhea, I can't control,
My body’s lost, I’ve paid the toll.
At 4 AM, I’m left to cry,
As everything inside me says goodbye...
*Bridge:*
I never thought I'd feel so low,
In this moment, all alone.
The clock keeps ticking, I’ve lost my fight,
The morning comes, but I’m still in this night.
*Chorus (soft, building)*
At 4 AM, the world’s asleep,
But I’m breaking down, in shadows deep.
Exploding diarrhea, I can't control,
My body’s lost, I’ve paid the toll.
At 4 AM, I’m left to cry,
As everything inside me says goodbye...
*Outro:*
**(Piano fades, soft and heartbroken)**
It’s 4 AM, and I still feel,
The weight of everything so real.
Exploding into silence, I sit and grieve,
For the peace that will never leave...